I really believe that it is not really a secret that germany is much more than pretzles, Oktoberfest and Kraut. Germany is also a land where a lot of hughe inventions had been made like printing books, the lightbulb, the telephone, motorbikes, cars, aspirin, x-rays, television, nuclear power and also the atomic bomb, the first computer, chipcards, the MP3 File Format and much more. For example i never eat Sauerkraut cause i think its more than disgusting, i like a good saussage and german bread, pretzles are also good german baked goods. But i also have never been to an Oktoberfest, i do not eat mustard or wear a “Lederhose” (leather trowsers). I am completely not a typical german and i also do not know these cliche Germans everybody knows. Due to the fact that i am adopted maybe i have some foreign roots i do not really know about. But of course i was raised in germany, so a little bit germany stuck in my education…
…but what the fuck do i want now?
Actually it feels like the good old times are gone. Times in which people had been happy, times where you were able to live from your salary, times where you could tell your opinion. Actually there are things going on that really make me thinking about leaving this country forever.
Just think about these sentences from our actual government:
“Police and secret services need to work together and must be strengthen to fight against nazis, conspiracy theorists, Reichsbürger and prepper.”
“hatred against queer people and women must be written down in a central register and needs to be able to use this information in all of germanys administrations”
That includes that if anyone, ever, files a charge that you might be right-winged you will be written down in this register. It is also said that right-winged people should be “deweaponized” that means to freeze their bank accounts, turning off there mobile phone connections, taking away their internet and much more.
This sounds in my mind like a totalitarian regime but it´s not the “Nazis” that want to do this, it´s not the “Nazis” that now have their own governmental police that is disguised as an association. This association, called “Polizei Grün” (Police Green, official Website: https://www.polizei-gruen.de/, official headquarter in the same building like the party headquarters of the “Die Grünen” party) only accepts Members with executive powers and the right political opinnion.
…why does this feel so fammiliar to me? I am not that old that i have experienced the second world war, also my parents had not really been involved cause they were kids when WW2 startet and ended, so they had never really remembered, but we had a bit education in shool and we all know a little bit more about WW2 and how it happend that so many people fall for the right-winged oppinons. We all know that a totalitarian regime is not something anyone wants… China is a good example… i really like China and especially Japan but both countries are more racist than any other country´s i know. But what actually i happening makes me feel like our government wants a germany like North Korea or China at least. They want to control everybody and everything.
Just imagine german residents elected a party in which the politicians tells in TV things like:
“It is not about right or wrong in the immigration debate, we are primarily concerned with reducing the German population in this country.” – “Die Grünen” – Head of party
“Germany is disappearing more and more every day, and I think that’s just great.” – Jürgen Trittin, “Die Grünen” – 2005
“The world would simply have to kill German heroes like rabid dogs.” – Joshka Fischer – “Die Grünen” 2005
“Germany is a problem because Germans are more hardworking, more disciplined and more talented than the rest of Europe (and the world). This will always lead to ‘imbalances’. But this can be counteracted by diverting as much money as possible out of Germany. It doesn’t matter why, it can also be radical be wasted – the main thing is that the Germans don’t have it. The world is already saved.” – also Joshka Fischer – “Die Grünen”
Çigdem Akkaya, deputy director of the Essen Center for Turkish Studies, on the integration of foreigners in Germany (source: Westdeutsche Allgemeine Zeitung from March 27, 2002): “Minarets will be part of everyday life in the future.” “People will finally say goodbye to the illusion that Germany belongs to the Germans.” “Without immigrants this country has no future.”
Cem Özdemir, member of the Bundestag “Alliance90/The Greens”Die Grünen”, at the Green Party conference in 1998 in Bonn-Bad Godesberg: “The German offspring are now called Mustafa, Giovanni and Ali!”
Cem Özdemir, “Die Grünen” (from: Interview mit Susanne Zeller-Hirzel, Last survivor of the white rose): “we want germany to become islamic”
also Cem Özdemir in the turkish newspaper Hürriyet (8.8.1998): “What our forefathers couldn’t do at the gates of Vienna, we will do with our minds!”
Renate Schmidt, Minister of family affairs at bayrischer rundfunk: “The question if german people goes extinct is completely irrelevant for me!”
Sieglinde Frieß, “Die Grünen” and (from: FAZ vom 06.09.1989):“I wanted France to extend to the Elbe and Poland to border directly on France.”
Claudia Roth, federal chairwomen of “Die Grünen” from 2004 to 2005:
“On the German national day, the streets are drowning in a sea of red Turkish flags and a few black, red and gold flags.”, “Islam should not just be tolerated as a guest worker religion, but should be recognized as part of our own culture.”, “Türkiye is a second home for me, I have been doing Turkey politics for 20 years” “Germans are non-migrants, nothing more!”
Daniel Cohn-Bendit – “Die Grünen” : “We, the Greens, must ensure that we bring as many foreigners to Germany as possible. If you are in Germany, we have to fight for your right to vote. Once we achieve that, we will have the share of votes we need to transform this republic. “
…Yes i know that some of these citation may be fake, some of them may be completely out of context but the intention of the german politicians is clearly. They want to destroy germany and they use every weapon the law gives them, they also use weapons the law doesnßt give them. For example… when Northstream 2 was bombed noone knows who had performed this. Actually german tax-payers doesn´t know who bombed their forced investment but when Alexander Nawalny died, we knewd in 15 Minuted about this and we knewed it was Putin… without any evidence.
…yes of course everybody knows that Putin had instructed anyone to kill Alexander Nawalny! Its a hughe miracle that he had survived that long, i also believe this but who i am to judge!? I never talked to Nawalny neither than Putin. BTW i think i had more chances to talk with Vladimir who is able to speak german, i was told. It´s also that War… i am not a friend of war, i do not support war and i also judge war but the war russia against ukraine is just a political gameplay of showing your power and of economic interests. Yes the ukraine was russian/sowjet territory from 1919 to 1991, so if there is anybody able to claim posessions rights than it is russia. Of course not with a war!
But thats not the point i want to come to. Its the political situation we have here in germany. We are supporting killing people on both sides. We are sending weapons, ammo and more but in the same moment we talk about russia that could also attack Nato territory, so we would be forced to become active fighting members in this war. What should germany do when we need to fight and have no weapons left? no ammo left? Even the technical situation of germanys fighting equipment is told to be horrific!
But in politics we are not talking about a “war” that happens we talk about “the russian attack war” and thats not ok! Yes russia attacked the ukraine, but also Israel attacked Gaza, the united stated attacked irak with the excusion they had nuclear weapons, that had never been found! There could me more examples like this, of course us military operations would make the most part of this!
But never in history, i know, there was a designation of a war that directly inculdes the guilt of one of the opponents and the one sided agression and a condemnation of one opponent. Yes maybe russia started this war, but what does this politics mean? Just imagine: My wife calls me “a bloody bastard and impotent jerk, and she wishes i would be dead”, if i would complain about this everybody would laugh at me! If i would say to my wife: “i wish you were already dead so i would have some peace” and she would complain about this i would be torn away from home and would not be able to return for 2 weeks without the threat of punishment. And our politicians can declare that we are at war with russia, they can use the war to fortify a bad opinion about russia in peoples minds without any punishment!?
The essence of all this is that i feel surpressed as a completely normal, white guy! I am not bisexual, gay, trans or any other of this things so i have no special rights, i have just the right to pay and to shut up. Thats the essence of everything i understand actually and that sucks. Everybody can do what they want and also i you are politican you can even rebuild the NS-Regime in green without any punishment. There are also people who are supporting this politics.
Just imagine those “green politicians” that decades demonstrated that germany should no longer deliver weapons in war territory or support war now are talking about to deliver heavy long range Weapons calles Taurus to destroy and kill more! They already delivered tons of weapons and ammo and if the usa stops delivering our politicians already promised that they will buy and pay for weapons and ammo that we do not own to support the war!
Maybe i am dumb, but i can not support a government that wants to pursue russia cause they do not buy oil or gas from them and on the other hand they buy the same gas and oil from other countries. Imagine, we support india with millions so they can buy gas and oil from russia. Then we germans buy the gas and oil from india… nice it´s now indian gas no longer russian gas, so we pay twice and our german customers pay ten times fo the same ressources. I can not believe that such things happen! And what i am less able to believe is that even if our german politician got offered to get delivered russian gas from Northstream 1, yes the othe pipeline is still existing, thes declined. German politicians could have lowered the energy prices by a lot but the anti-nuclear-power movement was more important, so “Die Grünen” had not only shut down nuclear plants in germany, they forced the owners to destroy them so that they cannot be reused, even not as emergency supply.
I know, maybe i am to dumb but already i have sometimes a little bit of fun counting people i met. I spread those people i met, when i go shopping for example, between clearly noticable german people and foreigners or people with foreign roots. I did this a couple of years ago and also these days again. Actually when you go shopping at friday evening to get some food for the weekend you meet 4 times more people with foreign roots than german people. The other day i was shopping in bonn with my wife and i didn´t count but after 5 hours at a hughe food market, the last point of our shopping journey at the cashier it was the first time i heared the german language.
So maybe all these citations from above may be fake but whats happening shows the truth… I just sorted my papers a couple of weeks ago and found my old papers from 25 years before. At this time i earned about 2500-3000 “deutsche Mark” a month, actually i earn between 3000-4000 “euros” a month, thats roundabout 7800 “deutsche Mark” that means i now earn 160% more of what i earned 20 years ago, but at the same time a flat with 54 Square Meters raised it´s price from 280€ (25 years ago) to 840€, the price for one gallon of fuel raised from 2,10€ to 8 Euros, thats 300% more. Also cheap food like noodels raised from 15-25 cent per 500gramms to 1,60€ thats 540% more.
Actual statistics say that 1000€ from 20 years ago you could be able to buy for 673€ today. If we now combine all those number with my salary (roundabout 3500€) i would have now 2350€ buying power when there had been no inflation and 1278€ 20 years earlier. In the end i have 83% more buying power than 20 years ago but the prices have at leaste doubled in this time. Most of the prices for things you need to spend money on, even if you do not want to, raised much more. Just compare my income (83% more without inflation) and the price for cheap noodels (540% more), for pencoil (300% more), a simple used car (900% more), the cheapest new car (400% more) and so on…
If you look at official statistics the inflation has been much less! But they also count things like washing machines that you may buy every 10 to 15 years, televisions that you may buy all 5 to 10 years (since 4K is standard and 8K is not possible to use practicly without massive upscaling and a gigantic TV). I also tried to use a personal inflation calculator that will tell me how much the inflation hits ME but also this was a complete crap. It told me in the last 20 years i had to suffer from around 40% inflation but i pay 160€ for electric Power every month, 20 years ago i paid 40€, i pay 60€ for a full gasoline tank in my car, the same ammount 20 years before was 25-30€, my rent raised acutally to 680€, 20 years ago i paid 250€, when i was shopping at the discounter 20 years ago i paid roundabout 60-70€ for a complete shopping cart. The carts got smaller and even half a cart now costs 150€…
…and germans vote for parties that will raise the price much more than it also has! That make promises they never hold, even if they want they also break laws to not be forced to hold promises. A gevernment that wants all germans to buy electric cars for 40-60 Grand and pay double the price for powering them, without beeing able to power these cars, cause even if we all would buy a tesla we wouldn´t be able to charge them cause the complete powernet in germany wouldnt even to capable of loading every 20.th tesla without a blackout. So how dumb can people be?
…sorry but sometimes i just need to let these things out! I would move to another country, there are many countries i like and i want to live in, like Japan but i don´t want to be a racism victim, cause japanese are more racist than others. Also i am weighing too much to life in Japan, i wouldn´t get a job there. I would move to the USA, my english is quite well like you read here. Yes i needed to translate a couple of words i do not often use, but i also so not often use english in my life, so i think i would have a good start in the USA with talking and writing… think that could fit for me…
…but the healthcare system is horrible in the United Stated, therefore i like germany really, and also i would regret moving to the usa when i buy anything and everywhere there are other taxes, cause i know all your prices are without tax, in germany the price at the goods is the price you pay… i would be anxious that i would buy much more that i can afford. Also the USA has some strange laws that could be problem for me… Sweden would be nice, but i do not like the language, i do not like the names but i like the houses, lonely, somewhere near a fjord, without anyone else for kilometers… that would be nice… only to see people if i want to… but i wouldn´t be happy in a country where i even do not like the language. I would also move to china but the personal space would be a problem. I am a person that does not like other people, also the social system… i do not want to live in a country that judges me cause i set my personal health above the family service…
… in all those countries are living women i would really like i think. America has a hughe variaty of beautiful women, Japan or China even Korea has also verry much beauty in their countries, but also Sweden or Finnland has, so this would be no problem… ups just remembered i am married… but my wife youldn´t move with me! And maybe i use to be old in a couple of years i think i can not live in germany until my life ends, cause from the official definition of our government i am a Nazi!
Official you are a Nazi if you like germany or if you wish back better, old times. Thats the official definition that makes you an governmental enemy and a right-winged that needs to be at least observed and maybe punished. If you want to speak your language, you were raised with, cause it´s the national language you are a nazi. If you want back the times where you could speak your language with everybody in your town, you are a Nazi. If you want teachers in shool that are able to teach something instead of solving religious issues between who would win a laser sword fight, Jesus or Allah, than you are a Nazi. If you want back the good old times where your children learned writing and spelling you are a Nazi, cause actually its more important to write what you here. It´s a hughe topic here but actually in pre shool instead of writing correctly its teached that writing is fine as long as you do it…. just imagine it would be ok to write “faser” instead of “Father” to write “grantdead” instead of “Granddad” to write “supamaket” insted of “Supermarket” or “mothaboad” instead of “Motherboard”. Would you really support teachers or a systems that tells your kids to write what they here instead of writíng words correctly?
Would you really support a government that thinks there are more Genders than man and women? In germany it´s normal to get percieved as a fox, if you identify as, instead of with your physical gender. Sorry to all queer people, i know a small ammount of gay and queer people, but noone every asked me to call them with any strange pronome we didn´t ever use or to recognize them as a fox, a horse or a apache helicopter or something else. I really have no problem with anyone and their personal feelings, but please… thats all your thing, not mine. And i will never support a government that thinks i need to be punished cause i say that i will never gender anything…
the only thing i knew is that germany is lost, completely lost and i wish it would be over so that i know whih language to learn, russian, turkish or if i can use my american english that i think i am not that bad at… i… the Nazi… cause i like germany and wish for better times…
