…and it´s again time to write a couple of sentences for my inner book of sorrow and horror. Just a couple of days ago my wife had finished her period, she was in a good mood, we were both just fresh showered and maybe she decided that it was time to have some sexy time together. It´s hard for me to recognize when she want´s or not, cause when she is ready for “the thing” she always son´t engage me and say that she wants. Normally it goes like this…
The bedroom is completely dark, we are awake at least 12 hours or more, so that i am normally completely tired and than she ignores me. I don´t really know which part of her ignoring should tell me that she´s horny, but maybe it is the way she swipes her TikToks on her mobile phone, i don´t really know how i should recognize her hornyness by lying in a dark room, staring at her back and her mobile phone.
People i am just a man. If you want to fuck with me just give a hint, take the right words in your mouth or better the right things and i will know that it is time. But behaving like everyday is not the right way. But o.k. in anyway i managed to combine, her period is over, she complained yesterday that i wasn´t showering and the day before she was talking about that i am useless, so she can´t use me or anything like this. Sorry thats not the way my brain works but she knows this since our, way to early and fast, marriage. Really i wouldn´t ever make this mistake again. I don´t need a piece of paper that forces me to pay for a person that treats me like hell, but ok, this time it was hard to come by but i was treated well. But this wouldn´t be worth a blogpost, if there is just some fun…
We had just started this little time, before it get´s to the action, where you cuddle a bit, talk a bit just touch each other verry tender and gently and she came to another topic. Suddenly she began to talk about our neighbour. She touched my little guy while she was talking about our neighbour, ok she´s a girl but she´s the one you wouldn´t even want to get down with, when you are completely drunk. Shes not ugly, she maybe also do well in bed but she´s one of these persons with ideas, oppinions and a behaviour where you would lie when anyone asks if you know here. Long story short, you could weld our naked bodies together, i would sweat so long that i could roast myself off. No if i would ever want to have sex with another woman, not with this one, i don´t want any illnesses or such things, cause she´s also a whore. Only in the one year she lives next door to us, she had more men in her bed than i had women in my life, and her ages is just half of mine.
So my wife starts complaining about why my miniwinnie starts shrinking and feels like a wibbly wobbly pudding. It was really hard for me to start this thing getting hard back again. I made it and we could continue our nightly adventures at 03:00 o´clock in the morning. not a nice time but what do men do for a nice blowjob, also accepting bad ones i think.
Sorry i am just happy noone really knows me but it´s really not fine to talk that bad about your woman but when i think what i actually married and what i got just 10 years later, i am just sick that i really made this step and i really don´t want to do this again. If you ask why we make love at all when it´s that bad i can also explain that verry simple… she is wasting money so hard that i have no money left for prostitutes, ok maybe i would be to shy to use their services but even if i would want to spend so much money on a short story of good time, i wouldn´t be able to. This was the second time this year we made more than watching TV or sleeping in bed. wuuuuhuuuu
The Problem is that my wife is not able to understand when i talk about my Problems. She laughed at me yesterday when we talked about the fact that our neighbour is nothing i want to think about when have some sexytime. She laughed at me and told me i shouldn´t be such a wiener. I think all the man out there would agree when i say that noone wants to talk about things you are disgusted about during sexy time! Am i so wrong?
But my wife wouldn´t listen to me, the only place where “it” can happen is in our bed and only if there´s no light and more than touching, stroking and maybe a couple of seconds of oral there won´t be anything between us, cause she don´t wants too and also my little friend isn´t that big to please her. I think i would need at least 20-30cm more than now just to reach her through the pounds she raised in the last 10 years. And yes, i tried to talk to her, that she´s no longer really attractive, it´s hard enough to keep my friend hard with her…
