There are things like a marriage you can do in your live that you probably will regret sometimes. I actually have a time where i do regret this more than ever. Let me tell you all about this and how i feel massivly reduced to zero by my wife.
Actually we both had been ill. Verry heavy cough, heavy sniffels (hope this is correct and understandable for an infected nose), fever and pain in all of our bodies. Maybe you can think about corona but all tests had been negative. It had been not a good time. In this time we needed to buy food and drinks, of course. I am the man, i do not walk twice, so i took two sixpacks of cherry coke zero (2×6 bottles of 1.5 liters) and got a Tendonitis from that. I never got that before but it´s not funny. The only thing my wife has to mention what a poor guy i am to be that ill that i cannot work with heavy pain in my hands, of course this was not meant pityful but derogatory. For example i wasn´t even able to open my hand without pain and i also only reached about 40% of the normal opening position. But my wife tells me that i am just too weak.
…sometimes you just feel so much derogated that you want to beat someone and yes i felt real hate in that moment. She had a bit cough the other day and after 2 days she was crying that she hadn´t got sleep in those 2 days. “OMG Girl…” i thought, “when i have my early shift at weekends and work from Friday to sunday 30 hours, i also never get real sleep, even less than you got snoring and holding me awake while you were ill…”
… and i feel like it get worse and worse with every year i stay married. I really regret that i ever married! Giving a woman the safety of a marriage.
