Hi you…. out there… this is just my new Blog Project. This is my first project that comes to live without any commercial background. I just started this project cause it is a project of my hearth. I am a person that overthinks everything. I sometimes think that i am really mentally ill, cause my inner voice can´t stop talking to me. Maybe i am ill, but i control my inner voice, so i am just thinking way to much!
Maybe you already recognized that my english is not the best. That may happen cause i am not not speaking english as my mothery tounge. I am from germany, so you will occur many german problems in this blog. Oh when i just think what picture of germany is painted in the media around the world i could see my breakfast again… i hope you understand.
I write this blog in the english language cause i think that less german people would read it and more people around the world would be able to think about what i have to say, but this is not a Blog where i expect you to participate. By now i just want to use my english skills a bit more and i need a plattform where i can talk about things like feelings, thoughts about german politics, german people, my marriage, my wife and way more.
Maybe you will think i am a bad guy, cause i just try to use a language my wife isn´t able to read, but i use my english skills to reach more people around the world and not only in germany. I am a german guy, born and raised in germanmy. I was teached german values and i also lived the german way of life a long time. I tried to live like a good german guy buy now i am no longer able to keep my mou th and keep silent.
I have a lot of issues a man could have. I think i am a good man. I can repair things, no matter if it´s electrical or just any DIY thing. I am capable of cooking, baking really good bread, earning money, driving safe, educating dogs and other people. I would call myself a good man but maybe i am looking like a piece of shit, not the dream of any woman or employer, so i am working for a time employment company. Do you even know what this is and what this means in germany?
I hope i can share a bit more about my feelings, my picture of the world and maybe something about germany with you.
Why i write this blog?
I am used to run a couple of Websites. Maybe i am notthat successful i want to be and i am not able to live from my Websites, but i have a Community and maybe there is also a Community for the thoughts, the real thoughts of a german guy, with maybe not the best english skills.
My Dream!?!?!?!?!?!
Yes i have a Dream!
I want to live from publishing on my Websites, in german and english language. Maybe a couple of Ghostwriting opportunities, but i want to be able to live from my work. I want a Woman on my site that shares my hobbys, that has a natural sexual drive and that may not be looking for money at all. finding a Woman that supports me and my dreams seems to be impossible at all, and i am not really a guy that challenges the woman. But from this first post, you maybe got en first impact on what may happen here.
I am a husband, well disappointed my marriage, so open to alternatives, even if i have to move to another country, of course i don´t like germany and this has many causes., Expect me to tell you the truth about germany! I will be back soon! Expect what an Insider has to say!
by now…
…i need to get control of my Website´s Design 😉
… after gamescom we may read again…
